I have dealt with death way too much in my life, some VERY hard ones. Losing a parent that wasn't very old (56) is unreal, heartbreaking, devastating and just not fair. But being a parent myself and having to explain death to a 5 year old is HARD. Aleta, Erwin and Shay's dog Andre had to be put down on Friday. He was 15 years old and has been around all of Ryker's life. He wasn't really close to him because he was a grumpy old dog but Andre was just always there and is the first death Ryker has experienced first hand. We went and helped bury Andre with Aleta and Erwin so Ryker was right in the middle of it all. He was so confused when were burying his body because he is in heaven with his Grandma's (that he never met but hears me talk about and goes the cemetery to decorate). I had explained to him that Andre was in heaven healthy and happy and with his Grandma's so when we were burying him he was beyond confused. I tried to explain that his soul is in ...